Give me the wings to reach you...

You are my world or even more,
i never felt like this before...
i look at the stars and the moon shining out here
imaging you sitting beside feeling ur breathe close and near....

This might be a dream which will never come true,
But i know my love for you will never undo.....
I can wait for you days, years over years,
through out my life as they go by with my tears...

A prayer to my almighty,  to give me those wings
where i could fly and be with you....
here i wait counting secs just to be with you,
when i come there my love will start a new.......


I miss you, miss you a lot :(

Why are we apart?

I have waited for more than a decade, 
you know i am here doing so, but why?
will you come, do you feel my pain?
you know you are the one who can make my heart sour and fly...

I don't feel alive, i don't feel my heartbeat,
You know we are apart??
How could i go back and find you again?
you know i feel your closet even today but i ask myself why??

Every thing in this world around has a reason
wonder what is it for me?
You are my reason, to smile, joy and sparkle in eyes,
But today i am here with tears, sorry and cry...

You are my dream, you are my soul
you are away and i have nothing else around?

The start of my journey, but lost my destination,
you know you are the one who can heal my broken heart, wipe my tear, but you are away why???

Tumhe yaad karthe rahenge :(

Tum pe shuru aur tum par hi katam yeh mere deewange,
ek baar joh dil tumse lagaya,aur kisi pe na lage,
Kuch is tarah hum tumhe yaad karenge
ke is baat ke na tumhe na zamane ko khabar hone denge...

:):):):):))))))

"Yeh padha hai mera dil"

Mat cheeno apna naam mere labo se,
wahi toh ek hai joh mila hai tumhare mohobaat se....
lakiroon mein lekhna chaha tha jaha tumhara naam
woh toh jodh na paya tumhare bewafi se...


Kilona samjha tumne, tha woh mera dil,
jisse tumne kuch palo ke liye khela tha woh mera dil
ruthe jisne tumhe yaad kiya tha woh mera dil
yeh dosto jab yeh aaye mere mayat pe dekha ke kehana
"thota padhe hai joh samane, amanat hai tumhare yeh hai iska dil"

Please come back...

Tumne kuch aise bhula dhala, ke hum rothe rahe gaye....

Kabhi modh kar na dekha hum yuhi khade rahe gaye....

Tumhe aawaz de kar hum bhulaye, usse se pehle siskiya hum bharthe gaye....

Lakiroon ko hum milaye usse pehle tum kisi aur ke ban gaye... :(

Takdir se ladh na sake, bebaas hum rahe gaye,

Saza mile hum ko, kasoor sochthe rahe gaye...

bhul gaye tum hume, aur hum apke yaad mein khothe rahe gaye....

Tum janaze pe aayonge usse umeed se kafan odh kar hum rahe gaye :(

I miss u a lot :( Please come back...

Hard to say Gud bye

It was hard to say Gud bye!!

Jab dil mera pooche why why??

sambhalne ke humne kiya bahut try,

but had to say you Gud bye!!

I have nothing else except your khayal,

sothe, jagathe, laughing or crying only ur khayal

Found no place for myself in ur dil

had to say you bye against my wil...

Dekhthe rahe tumko usske saath jathe usse path

where we spent hours dhal ke haath in haath,

Tumko bhulne ke try mein karthe rahe aur tumko remember

yaad aate rahe ek ek lamha joh hum thi together...

It was hard to say Gud bye!!

aisa hume kyun karna padha why???

Yaad na karein toh hoge zindagi apne dry,

Khudh pe kabhu nahi par tumse door rehane ke karenge hum try

Kyunki i miss you, i love you but will never get you!!! :(

Lovely quotes i found

The result of true love is nothing but betray, the gift which we receive in return is tears. as i mentioned in my previous post true love is just an imaginary bird which can be dreamt but can never see or feel.

I just came across a few lovely quotes today which one of my friend shared it with me and i want to share the same with u. These are a few things which touch my heart today.

You never know what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it, you can never get it back.

Love is like falling down... in the end you're left hurt, scarred, and with a memory of it forever.

My heart was taken by you... broken by you... and now it is in pieces because of you.

This time it's over I'm keeping my heart, I'm gonna be strong and not fall apart... it'll get better, I'll no longer cry... in a couple of weeks I won't want to die, I won't want to go back. I'll be able to sleep, it won't hurt so bad and it won't hurt so deep!

True love is just an imaginary bird.

True love is just an imaginary bird.

This can be only dream't or just imagined. There is nothing called true love in the world. Nor today nor earlier, its just like fairy tales which our parents, grand parents used to tell us when we were kids.

When you love be ready to see your heart shattered, found into pieces, eyes filled with tears, black days and nights. No one to wipe your tears, days pass by years pass by but your love never realize what true love is because this is just a bird which can be only and only imagined.

I strongly believe their is no true love and no true friendship, everything is imaginary which we want to feel, see and expect. They are just broken glasses, a lie or a broken shell which are easily stepped on without realizing how much its hurt. Its always that the true love has the terrific end. You can never collect the broken pieces which are shattered around here and there.

The game of Love and hate

I love my name because i hear you calling it,

i love my face because i see you looking at me,

i love my eyes because i can look at you,

i love my soul because i feel you in it....

i hate my arms as i don't find you in there,

i hate my dreams because they never come true,

i hate my feelings as you don't share the same,

i hate my heart as it couldn't make a place for itself in your heart...

My heart cries for you

There was a time being with you,

there was a time i felt your warmth,

there was a time we put our arms around and walked together

there was a time when we smiled together

BUT

then came the time when i saw you go far far and far away.....

This is the time i wander lonely

this is the time i search for your arms,

this is the time you are no where around,

this is the time i cry, cry and cry

BUT

this is the time my soul would wind up, as it needs to go hunting for you far far and far away

duniya ne jana hai.....

Ek humare kamzoori hai jisko duniya ne jani hai

dard hume unse chupane hai

pyar hai tumse yeh na jana kaise sab ne jana hai

humne chupaye thi woh baat par na jane kaise duniya ne jana hai.....

aashko ko humne akhele bahaye hai,

par na jane kaise duniya ne jana hai.....

tumse judai ka ghum sehathe rahe hum,

par na jane kaise duniya ne jana hai

bewafi ke tumne dard saha humne,

tumhe kisi aur ke baho mein dekha humne

kaise chupaye rakhe hum, khoon ke in ashko ko chupe rakhe hum,

par na jane kaise duniya ne jana hai

I love you but more than love i miss you,

I just dream you would walk up to me one day

to say I love you.....

With love filled in ur eyes, arms spread for me

I would close my eyes as i wound not look into ur eye

I am scared i would cry, as my life without you would be dry.....

I love you but more than love i miss you,

u r in my soul, wishing for you....

i close my eyes just to dream of you.....

but i know once heart broken can never be mend....

But i wish this dream would never have an end.

I miss you a lot

There is no feeling when we think of our lost love, the only thing which comes out is TEARS.... The lost feeling that one would have felt when being with it. I lost my love but my heart always shouts it aloud.

It says " 100% I hate U, 200% I want U, 300% I miss U, 100% +100 times of all this I love U every time nothing else but only I love you every time".

No matter you are not around but i know i am there some where deep in ur heart, and you will find me once u look into ur heart.

I have waited for ages and ages for you, but i have not lost hope, i will find you one day.... that day will be the end of my days.... I miss you a lot but my question to you is does broken heart really mend?

Miss you my love

These are the words which i want to tell my love, but i can not..... i felt it was better posting it here

If I could hold your hand, I would. If I could kiss you, I would. If I could hug you tight, I would. If I could love you, I would. It’s not that I don’t have the will, it’s just that I don’t have the right.

Since the day you said goodbye, I’ve been counting the days until you’ll be back in my arms again. But now i know I will be counting for them for the rest of my life.

I had you once but I let you slip away from me. I called on you but you just smiled and walked further. I shouted I love you but you were already too far to hear me.

I miss you a lot but i don't know who to express this.... I just know i miss you and i miss you....:(

I just want to share a few things, we all live in a community where we have many people around us, few of them become so close to us that we feel they are our best friend and some of them we ignore but for them we are special. But just think what would those people feel whom we ignore or not give importance.

We are some times been ignored by the person whom we care about and we are hurt. We think we are broken now, our lives have come to an end. We been betrayed by our friends whom we think are our world.

We tend to ask them questions like " If I was dying…Would you even come to say goodbye??" Dont you think we are wasting out time behind those people who don't even deserve this. 

I believe in the words said by Martin Luther, " Each betrayal starts with trust". 

But being a human i would feel and say, " "I wish I could walk away and forget what we have,but I can't,because I know you won't come after me,and I guess that's what hurts the most."

Hey Guys i am back after a long time.... How are you all????

My lost heart

Was in search of my lost heart till last year, never knew would find it ever...
My eyes wandering here and there with tears filled in it..
Memories of my heart, fear it would have been broken!!
I found my heart after decades lost and shattered...
My love misplaced it, left it weeping and hanging around my love :(
But it still shines with the hope it wont cry never ever.....