Why are we apart?

I have waited for more than a decade, 
you know i am here doing so, but why?
will you come, do you feel my pain?
you know you are the one who can make my heart sour and fly...

I don't feel alive, i don't feel my heartbeat,
You know we are apart??
How could i go back and find you again?
you know i feel your closet even today but i ask myself why??

Every thing in this world around has a reason
wonder what is it for me?
You are my reason, to smile, joy and sparkle in eyes,
But today i am here with tears, sorry and cry...

You are my dream, you are my soul
you are away and i have nothing else around?

The start of my journey, but lost my destination,
you know you are the one who can heal my broken heart, wipe my tear, but you are away why???