Where am i??

I'm lost and gone, i'm not found around
searching self, looking for myself all around
But lost and gone, where am i? 
Nor do i find my smile, nor my laugh...where am i?? 

I was full of passion for your love and care,
you filled my life complete didn't hv to look here and there....
full of life, energy in me were in those days
now i have tears in my eyes and gone are those days....

I always wanted to walk in hand, so am i till now....
you left, without me knowing it. Lonely and alone....
I decided to love you till my last breathe, so am i till now,
you said no "gudbye" leaving me lonely and not looking where am i???