Why are we apart?

I have waited for more than a decade, 
you know i am here doing so, but why?
will you come, do you feel my pain?
you know you are the one who can make my heart sour and fly...

I don't feel alive, i don't feel my heartbeat,
You know we are apart??
How could i go back and find you again?
you know i feel your closet even today but i ask myself why??

Every thing in this world around has a reason
wonder what is it for me?
You are my reason, to smile, joy and sparkle in eyes,
But today i am here with tears, sorry and cry...

You are my dream, you are my soul
you are away and i have nothing else around?

The start of my journey, but lost my destination,
you know you are the one who can heal my broken heart, wipe my tear, but you are away why???

Tumhe yaad karthe rahenge :(

Tum pe shuru aur tum par hi katam yeh mere deewange,
ek baar joh dil tumse lagaya,aur kisi pe na lage,
Kuch is tarah hum tumhe yaad karenge
ke is baat ke na tumhe na zamane ko khabar hone denge...

:):):):):))))))

"Yeh padha hai mera dil"

Mat cheeno apna naam mere labo se,
wahi toh ek hai joh mila hai tumhare mohobaat se....
lakiroon mein lekhna chaha tha jaha tumhara naam
woh toh jodh na paya tumhare bewafi se...


Kilona samjha tumne, tha woh mera dil,
jisse tumne kuch palo ke liye khela tha woh mera dil
ruthe jisne tumhe yaad kiya tha woh mera dil
yeh dosto jab yeh aaye mere mayat pe dekha ke kehana
"thota padhe hai joh samane, amanat hai tumhare yeh hai iska dil"

Please come back...

Tumne kuch aise bhula dhala, ke hum rothe rahe gaye....

Kabhi modh kar na dekha hum yuhi khade rahe gaye....

Tumhe aawaz de kar hum bhulaye, usse se pehle siskiya hum bharthe gaye....

Lakiroon ko hum milaye usse pehle tum kisi aur ke ban gaye... :(

Takdir se ladh na sake, bebaas hum rahe gaye,

Saza mile hum ko, kasoor sochthe rahe gaye...

bhul gaye tum hume, aur hum apke yaad mein khothe rahe gaye....

Tum janaze pe aayonge usse umeed se kafan odh kar hum rahe gaye :(

I miss u a lot :( Please come back...

Hard to say Gud bye

It was hard to say Gud bye!!

Jab dil mera pooche why why??

sambhalne ke humne kiya bahut try,

but had to say you Gud bye!!

I have nothing else except your khayal,

sothe, jagathe, laughing or crying only ur khayal

Found no place for myself in ur dil

had to say you bye against my wil...

Dekhthe rahe tumko usske saath jathe usse path

where we spent hours dhal ke haath in haath,

Tumko bhulne ke try mein karthe rahe aur tumko remember

yaad aate rahe ek ek lamha joh hum thi together...

It was hard to say Gud bye!!

aisa hume kyun karna padha why???

Yaad na karein toh hoge zindagi apne dry,

Khudh pe kabhu nahi par tumse door rehane ke karenge hum try

Kyunki i miss you, i love you but will never get you!!! :(

Lovely quotes i found

The result of true love is nothing but betray, the gift which we receive in return is tears. as i mentioned in my previous post true love is just an imaginary bird which can be dreamt but can never see or feel.

I just came across a few lovely quotes today which one of my friend shared it with me and i want to share the same with u. These are a few things which touch my heart today.

You never know what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it, you can never get it back.

Love is like falling down... in the end you're left hurt, scarred, and with a memory of it forever.

My heart was taken by you... broken by you... and now it is in pieces because of you.

This time it's over I'm keeping my heart, I'm gonna be strong and not fall apart... it'll get better, I'll no longer cry... in a couple of weeks I won't want to die, I won't want to go back. I'll be able to sleep, it won't hurt so bad and it won't hurt so deep!

True love is just an imaginary bird.

True love is just an imaginary bird.

This can be only dream't or just imagined. There is nothing called true love in the world. Nor today nor earlier, its just like fairy tales which our parents, grand parents used to tell us when we were kids.

When you love be ready to see your heart shattered, found into pieces, eyes filled with tears, black days and nights. No one to wipe your tears, days pass by years pass by but your love never realize what true love is because this is just a bird which can be only and only imagined.

I strongly believe their is no true love and no true friendship, everything is imaginary which we want to feel, see and expect. They are just broken glasses, a lie or a broken shell which are easily stepped on without realizing how much its hurt. Its always that the true love has the terrific end. You can never collect the broken pieces which are shattered around here and there.