Memory lane

Today, i sit behind walking down my memory lane,
I watch myself playing, laughing and with no pain..
I see all my friends and dancing in the rain..
my lit sis enjoying her first cycle ride
when she rode it all by herself tht was my pride..

I had no fear when i was on the swing..
when i moved my feet to and fro in the wind..
I watched out from the car window looking at the moon,
asking dad where does it move during the noon...
He always smiled and said "it never goes, it will be back soon.."

I look at my friends in school I made,
whose memories will never ever fade..
My classrooms, our teachers, the fun and the play ground..
Happy was I to have them around..
SAD but that fun will never be found..

I remember my mother sharing the value of life,
she helped me grow and pass through the journey of life..
memories never fade, nor can I hold my past,
Gone are the days but the memories last..
I sit behind today walking down the memory lane...

My lonely path

My life is still as i walk all alone,
Loneliness is my path, sadness is my companion,
with painful memories tears in my eye,
I walk this path with an empty feeling..

There is no body around to share my feelings,
i walk alone singing the song,
searcing for words, searching for phrases,
I express my feelings, singing it along...

There were times when happiness hugged me,
it stayed for a while and left me..
There is nothing left but I am moving on..
I'm aware of the hurtful ending and so I am gone..

mohobaat dulhan se saaze

khile kaali Tamanayo ke, Mehfil khushi kee,
Chahat barathi the mere, mohobaat dulhan se saaze...
har jagah roshni dekhe tere pyaar ke..
khawabo ke beech khade arzoo shehnai kee.

jisne mere rooh ko dekha usne tere tasvir dekhe..
mein deewane hoon tere har zubban ne kahe..
jisne mere dil ko jaana usne tujhe hi paya,
har lamha mere laboo pe tera hi naam suna..

jis raha se tum laut aayoge, uspe phoolo ka bistar sajayenge,
Tujhe dekhene ke icha apne dil mein basayenge..
Yeh kash mera intezaar rang laaye,
tere raah takte takte kahi zindagi tamam na ho jaye..

Zindagi ek sawal

Zindagi pe meine socha kuch alfaz lekhoon,
kuch acha ek uspe nagma lekhoon,
kafi waqt bheeta alfzo ko jodne mein,
har ek lamha bheeta isse dhundne mein....

kabhi laga zindagi humne jee hi nai,
kabhi laga isne jeene nai diya...
halke se jalak khushi ke dekhe,
baki ghana andera sa laga...

zindagi bhar jin dosto ke peeche bhage,
na woh dost, na koi aur humsafar dekha...
zindagani ka ehsaas kabhi nai huwa,
tanha aur bebaas khudh ko har lamha paya...

Zindagi khud ek sawal ban ke khade ho gaye..
aise sawal samane le aaye....
lagtha hai ek lamha khud ke liye jeeya hi nai,
sham sawar auro ke khushi mein beeta hai...

Qayamat tak tujhse pyar karenge

Mere in laboo pe tere kahani kabhi nai aayege..

tere naam ko hum anjana, begana sa baana denge..

kabhi mefil mein bhi tera naam agar sunenge

ashq toh door kabhi aah tak nai bharenge..

Tune kabhi tukraya tha mere chahat ko,

haar mere nai woh haar hai tere,

hum ne toh woh chaha tha joh kabhi tha hi nai apna,

tumne toh woh khoya jisne janat mana tha baho ko tere..

Tumne koi kasar na chodi ujadne mein mere zindagi,

phir bhi qayamat tak tujhse pyar karenge,

tere jag hasai na ho yahi tamana liye jeete hai,

tere berukhi ko dil ke gheriye mein dawana lenge..

Door mat hona mujhse

naa sahen hote doori tujhse,
kaise karoon bayan majboori tumse,
maaf kar de yeh dil tujhe pe itne sitam dhaye,
na chahate huwe bhi tum pe kehar itne barsaye..

kismat baade zalim nikale, thoote lakeriyee humme thamaye...
mazboor itna kar diya halat ne, judai ko humare beech woh le aaye..

tujhse door hone pe hum kitne baar maarein hai,
iska tu hisab na kar....
Beintehaa mohobaat karte hai,
iss mohobaat pe tu kabhi shak na kar..

Alvida kehne ka waqt..

Shayad alvida kehne ka waqt aa gaya hai,
tumse door jane ka abh waqt aa gaya hai...
mera saath itne tak tha mere humraz
humare judai ka abh waqt aa gaya hai...

tujhe kabhi na bhul payenge hum,
tere tasvir ko dil mein sajayenge hum,
yaad kabhi na karna saathi mere,
tere bina jeene ja rahe hai hum..

tere sawalo ka koi jawab na hoga mere paas,
Jeeyenege liye tumse milne ke aas..
tujhse yeh duri mere liye ek saza hai..
Par dard-e- judai apne naseeb ka khela hai..

I will miss you :(